Saturday, April 26, 2008

His GRACE is sufficient for me...

Hmm... Thank God that I have finished all my papers already. Bye... No more papers in degree life. Hahhaaa....

The last whole week was truly a week that I got to taste the grace and goodness of God. I was overwhelmed by His love and stunned by His grace and mercy.

I started to have allergy last Tues. And I was in itchiness throughout the whole Wednesday. And it come to a point whereby I cant tahan anymore and went to see doctor o Thurs morning. I was ok after taking the pills for one time and after a lot of sleep. Then I was able to go to hospital and visit a sister on that evening. Then celebrated a friend's bday on that night. Mana tahu... The cake was contaminated and made me keep on running to the toilet for 3 times from 7-745am the next morning. So I went to see doctor again. After taking the pills, my diarrhea was still on throughout that day and stop only on Sat morning.

I got 2 major papers on this week, Monday and Wednesday, both requiring a lot of study and memorizing work. I was not able to spend much time on studies as I was sleeping most of the time. So after the intercession and makan CG on last Sat, by the time I got back home was already 10pm. I really wanted to study but my will power was not strong enough. So at the end, I just sit on my bed, prayed a prayer by telling God that next day would b Sunday service and I dont want to make myself so tired until I cant concentrate during the service. But at the same time I really dont know when can I have time to do my studies. So, I just asked God to intervene and prayed that I wld rest in His presence. Then I just fell asleep.

By 1pm tht night, I woke up. When i looked at the time and was thinking-Har... 1pm only? Still a long long night to go. So I tried to get back and sleep. But no matter which position tht I turned to I just cant sleep. So ok lo, wake up and study lo. So, I did my study fr 1pm - 4pm. My understanding was so good tht I get to understand all the things that I was studying. Wah... I'm really amazed as I was really blurred and dont really understand it when I first read it few days ago. So I almost covered everything of my Monday paper during that period and went bk to sleep until7am. Then went to church and had a good service and ministered by God.

I was satisfied wif my MOnday paper even though there were still some questions that I cant answer. Whatever lah, I already did my best. So after that paper, came bk home and keep on working hard til the next paper on wed. But I still thank God that I was able to do lots of things other than studying during tht 2 days. I went to visit a sister who fell down, a sister who had allergy too, went to GH KL to visit a sister, attend Mon prayer meeting and went pasar malam together wif my housemate.

It's really a fruitful week. I went bk hometown right after I finished my paper on Wed. Had a great time at home. Cut my hair. Highlighted my hair. Serviced my car. Changed my spec. Washed my car. Ate my mum's cooking. Ate wif my aunt and my ex church leader. Watched tv wif my younger bro. Visited a sister who was really advanced in years. Wao... That's really a lot of things tht I have done. Then came back to Bangi on Fri, together wif my aunt as she is attending a seminar in Bangi.

I really get to taste the GRACE of God lo. And that remind me of what a pastor shared in her preaching. Grace is never overflow. But it would provide you the strength to go through all the challenges. With all these experience, I really understand what does God means by His GRACE is always sufficient for us in a deeper way. He is faithful and He would cause everything to work together for those that love Him and are called by His purpose.

I'm truly overwhelmed by His love. And stunned by His grace and mercy...

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