Not because of who I am but WHO HE IS

Hmm... Jz got back from Batu Pahat... Not really a pleasant trip. Din manage to rest gao gao and seek God gao gao but instead I brought back a burdened heart... A lot of things r happening in my family and frens. And my 2 younger brothers r making my head bigger and bigger... God, help ahh!!!I felt disappointed and discouraged... Really... But tht doesnt mean tht I'm despair... I believe that God is in control and surely He would do sth NOT because of who I am but WHO HE IS... That's why I love Psalm 24:3 so much - He guides me in paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Thank God He din say He would guide me in the righteous path because of my faithfulness and obedience. Otherwise, I wouldn't noe when can I be in His righteousness path...

A lot of time I felt disappointed and discouraged because ppl don do what I expect or things don work out what I wanted it to b. I think this round the same thing happen. But God reminds me what my aunt told me... "Never put ur standard on others. God created us differently and uniquely. And if we do so... that is called self-righteousness. Don't worry. God is dealing each and everyone. There is a timing for anything."

Hmm, this remind me of another thing tht she told me - "Don't expect ppl to change unless u urself change first. If you yourself dun change, tht person wld never ever change because God is using him/her to mold u. If you r not changed how can tht person changes. His or her mission will leave unaccomplished then."

Walau eh... Isn't this 2 very hard?? Hmm, the joy of the Lord shall be my strength...